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Thursday 14 March 2013

Negative vibes

Nearly at the end and not feeling too great about this cycle. I've been having mild cramps and occasional stabbing pains in the ute for the past 5 days and now it just feels like my period wants to come. I am REALLY emotional this time. Tears are constantly simmering just under the surface. A few actually slipped out today at work while telling a collegue about some work politics that's been stressing me out lately. I am just not feeling good about anything and really not looking forward to testing. I can just feel myself falling apart over yet another BFN. These hormones are messing with me on a whole new level and I am only barely managing to hold it all together. The dizzy, nauseous feeling that plagued me for at least a month after my last BFN has returned and feels like further confirmation of what's ahead. My period is due Monday - Blood test is Wednesday, but the way I feel right now, I wouldn't be surprised if I started bleeding tomorrow.

4 comments:

  1. :( I can only imagine how hard this is for you. Try to stay positive... It is out of your control. These symptoms could also be signs of implantation/pregnancy. I say, PUPO... Hoping for a BFP for you!

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  2. I'm so sorry you feel bad and hope these bad vibes are actually pregnancy symptoms. Hope it gets better soon.

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  3. im with nurse bibi, crossing my fingers that these not-so-good feelings are actually good signs. i've been thinking about you and awaiting posts to see how you feel, sorry you're not feeling great. i think i had a few funny feelings near the end of the 2ww, its such a rough time. ugh. hoping your period stays away and wednesday comes soon with good news. wishing you the best and sending hugs xo

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Thursday 14 March 2013

Negative vibes

Nearly at the end and not feeling too great about this cycle. I've been having mild cramps and occasional stabbing pains in the ute for the past 5 days and now it just feels like my period wants to come. I am REALLY emotional this time. Tears are constantly simmering just under the surface. A few actually slipped out today at work while telling a collegue about some work politics that's been stressing me out lately. I am just not feeling good about anything and really not looking forward to testing. I can just feel myself falling apart over yet another BFN. These hormones are messing with me on a whole new level and I am only barely managing to hold it all together. The dizzy, nauseous feeling that plagued me for at least a month after my last BFN has returned and feels like further confirmation of what's ahead. My period is due Monday - Blood test is Wednesday, but the way I feel right now, I wouldn't be surprised if I started bleeding tomorrow.

4 comments:

  1. :( I can only imagine how hard this is for you. Try to stay positive... It is out of your control. These symptoms could also be signs of implantation/pregnancy. I say, PUPO... Hoping for a BFP for you!

    ReplyDelete
  2. I'm so sorry you feel bad and hope these bad vibes are actually pregnancy symptoms. Hope it gets better soon.

    ReplyDelete
  3. im with nurse bibi, crossing my fingers that these not-so-good feelings are actually good signs. i've been thinking about you and awaiting posts to see how you feel, sorry you're not feeling great. i think i had a few funny feelings near the end of the 2ww, its such a rough time. ugh. hoping your period stays away and wednesday comes soon with good news. wishing you the best and sending hugs xo

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