Are we there yet?

I don't know if it's the drugs, or all the running around from appointments, or how long a cycle takes or just all the waiting and hoping involved but I feel like I'm running on a flat battery at this point. I'm literally dragging myself through each day at work and struggling to get up in the morning. I don't feel stressed at all which is good but I do feel tired. It's a noticeable struggle to get my head into work right now while I'm floating around in this puregon induced fog and the syneryl headaches are not helping. I feel really unproductive and like I'm just going through the motions. I'm distracted by the fact that collection is just around the corner and my mind and body just wants to get there. It's been such a long cycle and I want to know if it's been worth it. I just want to trigger already. Hopefully the follicles on the scan tomorrow are ready to go cos I sure as shit am.