The Call

This morning I got the call I was hoping I wouldn't get. It's never a good thing to get a call from your FS in person on the morning of your transfer. She said they had thawed a 4 cell embie and only 2 of the 4 cells survived and neither of the two cells had continued dividing so it wasn't looking good. She recommended thawing the second and I agreed. So I basically spent the rest of the morning in a fairly non-productive state at work worrying about how the second would thaw and whether we would actually have anything to transfer. But to my great relief the second one thawed beautifully and turned out to be a lovely 8 cell by the time it was transferred. They actually transferred both even though they weren't confident about the 2 cell one. So we are now officially in the wait and I am just hoping and praying that my uterus is kind to these little guys and does everything possible to help them stick. I did my best to get a pic but it's not very good ...

Drugs, delays and D&C

How much do I hate buying these freaking tablets?! Just bought another two boxes and it looks like I'll actually need to buy a third now. That's 3 months worth ... And the reason I need 3 months worth is because my FS is going on holidays. She won't be back till November and when she does gets back I'll be having another D&C. So unfortunately the FET won't be happening till December now. I'm am a little bummed ... but I guess if that's what I need to do to get my hotel ala uterus renovated for our frosties then so be it. I have no idea what the frak I'm gonna blog about between now and then but I guess I'll come up with something. I am gonna go stir crazy waiting for December to roll around!